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What If I
04:54
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What if I lie
About how happy I am
What if I cry
When I have a mask to hide
What if I die
Drowning all the sorrow within me
What if I try
Stand my ground and find the light
Gaze upon the memories, the structures of personality
Tell me what is to be seen? What is left to feel?
Laughter,hatred,pain and love…all the things I cant dissolve
I cannot find a remedy or I am so blind to see
I am not what the past has made me
I am what I choose to be
Life has a consequence
And I begin to understand
My fate is in my hands
Pain is a power to comprehend
I am what I choose to be
Inside my shell I bled
Indeed I was so torn weakened by fear
Power to live is clear
That it is in my soul, (And I will stand my ground I will stand my ground)
Don’t be afraid of the silence, it’s a start for you to see
No one can cower you no one can bother you
Look up to the sky can you see it?
The sun is rising in the dusk
Everything changes if you believe it
Everything changes cant you see it?
I am not what the past has made me
I am what I choose to be
Life has a consequence
And I begin to understand
My fate is in my hands
Pain is a power to comprehend
I am what I choose to be
Inside my shell I bled
Indeed I was so torn weakened by fear
Power to live is clear
That it is in my soul, (And I will stand my ground I will stand my ground)
What if I cry
When I have a mask to hide
What if I smile
Cause I have found the light
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Nightwalker
03:37
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Kneeling in the sight of a great terror
Pray to god to save his soul
Hear the silence scream at the hallway and mark the door with scratches of fear
He is anxious in a room with the windows closed
A vivid smoke caress his cheek
And the nightwalker remains in his cell of torture and pain
Trying to think of a memory that’ll make him smile
Walking in the shadows of an empty road in the cold of a winter night
He is trying to escape from his former self by facing the darkness inside
He cleans his bruises and the scars that torture the body and mind
In and endless night he feels alone betrayed and forgotten
OH GOD SAVE ME I’M THE DEVILS VICTIM
Oh lonely nightwalker where do you wander this time?
Does the pain in your heart cuts your soul into thousand pieces?
Oh lonely nightwalker you run away from your past
But the pain still remains in the present NOW!!!
And the nightwalker remains in his cell of torture and pain
Trying to think of a memory that’ll make him smile
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3. |
That Little Something
03:34
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A childish game of knives and pens
A painkiller doubles the pain
You always see it changing hands
Hidden in velvet coats and drugs
And i need it i cant believe it!
For it I would sell my soul
It would travel me far and beyond
Oh it’s a little ecstasy
How will I make it mine that little little something you’ll get it if you suck it
Take it cause I cant take it myself
Taste it I bet it tastes good
Fake it cause that’s the way to be
Praised by another
Cause money makes the world
Spin around
Who wants to be a millionaire
In a house of cartons
Gold and silver hugs your finger
Love is coming at you
Insecurity is filling
It makes you cough and bleeding
You think you can escape yourself
Are you out of your mind?
You hate yourself embrace it
You mock me I can take it
I’ve something more important than you
That I can
Take it cause I can take it myself
Taste it I know it tastes good
Make it cause that’s the way to be
Praised by another
Cause love makes the world
Spin around
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Remember To Forget
04:27
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I remember when I was younger
I was afraid of the night
Seems like my fear carries on
I remember when my mother
Cut my hands with a glass
As I was bleeding on the floor
Unveil, Unveil, the light I dreamed
The hope, the cold
Unveil the rain
I remember when a friend told me
I’ll be there for you
Before he stab me in the face
The lies I’ve been told but wished for
Is a pain curved in my head but I
Look upon you just for once to say you
To say again…
Push my head in the water so I will learn to survive
As I remember to forget
Show me visions of the moonlight
Forgotten tales of the night
Cause I need to remember to forget
As I remember to forget
I’ve forgotten the memories of my childhood
The purity, the laughter, the dangers
A grey cloud surrounds my troubled thoughts
Still I forget the taste of her lips
As they gave me life and comfort
She was my queen in my kingdom of turmoil
And I a servant of my hatred for me
Push my head in the water so I will learn to survive
As I remember to forget
Show me visions of the moonlight
Forgotten tales of the night
Cause I need to remember to forget
As I remember to forget
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